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- CHAPTER TWENTY
-
- I don't think I have any words in which to tell the meeting
- of the mother and daughters. Such hours are beautiful to live,
- but very hard to describe, so I will leave it to the imagination
- of my readers, merely saying that the house was full of genuine
- happiness, and that Meg's tender hope was realized, for when Beth
- woke from that long, healing sleep, the first objects on which
- her eyes fell were the little rose and Mother's face. Too weak
- to wonder at anything, she only smiled and nestled close in the
- loving arms about her, feeling that the hungry longing was sat-
- isfied at last. Then she slept again, and the girls waited upon
- their mother, for she would not unclasp the thin hand which
- clung to hers even in sleep.
-
- Hannah had `dished up' and astonishing breakfast for the
- traveler, finding it impossible to vent her excitement in any
- other way, and Meg and Jo fed their mother like dutiful young
- storks, while they listened to her whispered account of Father's
- state, Mr. Brooke's promise to stay and nurse him, the delays
- which the storm occasioned on the homeward journey, and the
- unspeakable comfort Laurie's hopeful face had given her when she
- arrived, worn out with fatigue, anxiety, and cold.
-
- What a strange yet pleasant day that was. So brilliant and
- gay without, for all the world seemed abroad to welcome the first
- snow. So quiet and reposeful within, for everyone slept, spent
- with watching, and a Sabbath stillness reigned through the house,
- while nodding Hannah mounted guard at the door. With a blissful
- sense of burdens lifted off, Meg and Jo closed their weary eyes,
- and lay at rest, like storm-beaten boats safe at anchor in a
- quiet harbor. Mrs. March would not leave Beth's side, but rested
- in the big chair, waking often to look at, touch, and brood over
- her child, like a miser over some recovered treasure.
-
- Laurie meanwhile posted off to comfort Amy, and told his
- story so well that Aunt March actually `sniffed' herself, and
- never once said "I told you so". Amy came out so strong on
- this occasion that I think the good thoughts in the little chapel
- really began to bear fruit. She dried her tears quickly, restrain-
- ed her impatience to see her mother, and never even thought of the
- turquoise ring, when the old lady heartily agreed in Laurie's
- opinion, that she behaved `like a capital little woman'. Even
- Polly seemed impressed, for he called her a good girl, blessed
- her buttons, and begged her to "come and take a walk, dear", in
- his most affable tone. She would very gladly have gone out to
- enjoy the bright wintry weather, but discovering that Laurie
- was dropping with sleep in spite of manful efforts to conceal
- the fact, she persuaded him to rest on the sofa, while she wrote
- a note to her mother. She was a long time about it, and when she
- returned, he was stretched out with both arms under his head,
- sound asleep, while Aunt March had pulled down the curtains and
- sat doing nothing in an unusual fit of benignity.
-
- After a while, they began to think he was not going to wake
- up till night, and I'm not sure that he would, had he not been
- effectually roused by Amy's cry of joy at sight of her mother.
- There probably were a good many happy little girls in and about
- the city that day, but it is my private opinion that Amy was the
- happiest of all, when she sat in her mother's lap and told her
- trials, receiving consolation and compensation in the shape of
- approving smiles and fond caresses. They were alone together
- in the chapel, to which her mother did not object when its
- purpose was explained to her.
-
- "On the contrary, I like it very much, dear," looking from
- the dusty rosary to the well-worn little book, and the lovely
- picture with its garland of evergreen. "It is an excellent plan
- to have some place where we can go to be quiet, when things vex
- or grieve us. There are a good many hard times in this life of
- ours, but we can always bear them if we ask help in the right
- way. I think my little girl is learning this."
-
- "Yes, Mother, and when I go home I mean to have a corner
- in the big closet to put my books and the copy of that picture
- which I've tried to make. The woman's face is not good, it's
- too beautiful for me to draw, but the baby is done better, and
- I love it very much. I like to think He was a little child once,
- for then I don't seem so far away, and that helps me."
-
- As Amy pointed to the smiling Christ child on his Mother's
- knee, Mrs. March saw something on the lifted hand that made her
- smile. She said nothing, but Amy understood the look, and after
- a minute's pause, she added gravely, "I wanted to speak to you
- about this, but I forgot it. Aunt gave me the ring today. She
- called me to her and kissed me, and put it on my finger, and
- said I was a credit to her, and she'd like to keep me always.
- She gave that funny guard to keep the turquoise on, as it's too
- big. I'd like to wear them Mother, can I?"
-
- "They are very pretty, but I think you're rather too young
- for such ornaments, Amy," said Mrs. March, looking at the plump
- little hand, with the band of sky-blue stones on the forefinger,
- and the quaint guard formed of two tiny golden hands clasped
- together.
-
- "I'll try not to be vain," said Amy. "I don't think I like
- it only because it's so pretty, but I want to wear it as the girl
- in the story wore her bracelet, to remind me of something."
-
- "Do you mean Aunt March?" asked her mother, laughing.
-
- "No, to remind me not to be selfish." Amy looked so
- earnest and sincere about it that her mother stopped laughing,
- and listened respectfully to the little plan.
-
- "I've thought a great deal lately about my `bundle of
- naughties', and being selfish is the largest one in it, so I'm
- going to try hard to cure it, if I can. Beth isn't selfish, and
- that's the reason everyone loves her and feels so bad at the
- thoughts of losing her. People wouldn't feel so bat about me
- if I was sick, and I don't deserve to have them, but I'd like
- to be loved and missed by a great many friends, so I'm going
- to try and be like Beth all I can. I'm apt to forget my res-
- olutions, but if I had something always about me to remind me,
- I guess I should do better. May we try this way?"
-
- "Yes, but I have more faith in the corner of the big closet.
- Wear your ring, dear, and do your best. I think you will prosper,
- for the sincere wish to be good is half the battle. Now I must
- go back to Beth. Keep up your heart, little daughter, and we will
- soon have you home again."
-
- That evening while Meg was writing to her father to report
- the traveler's safe arrival, Jo slipped upstairs into Beth's room,
- and finding her mother in her usual place, stood a minute twisting
- her fingers in her hair, with a worried gesture and an undecided
- look.
-
- "What is it, deary?' asked Mrs. March, holding out her hand,
- with a face which invited confidence.
-
- "I want to tell you something, Mother."
-
- "About Meg?"
-
- "How quickly you guessed! Yes, it's about her, and though
- it's a little thing, it fidgets me."
-
- "Beth is asleep. Speak low, and tell me all about it. That
- Moffat hasn't been here, I hope?" asked Mrs. March rather sharply.
-
- "No. I should have shut the door in his face if he had,"
- said Jo, settling herself on the floor at her mother's feet. "Last
- summer Meg left a pair of gloves over at the Laurences' and only
- one was returned. We forgot about it, till Teddy told me that Mr.
- Brooke owned that he liked Meg but didn't dare say so, she was so
- young and he so poor. Now, isn't it a dreadful state of things?"
-
- "Do you think Meg cares for him?" asked Mrs. March, with an
- anxious look.
-
- "Mercy me! I don't know anything about love and such non-
- sense!" cried Jo, with a funny mixture of interest and contempt.
- "In novels, the girls show it by starting and blushing, fainting
- away, growing thin, and acting like fools. Now Meg does not do
- anything of the sort. She eats and drinks and sleeps like a
- sensible creature, she looks straight in my face when I talk
- about that man, and only blushes a little bit when Teddy jokes
- about lovers. I forbid him to do it, but he doesn't mind me as
- he ought."
-
- "Then you fancy that Meg is not interested in John?'
-
- "Who?" cried Jo, staring.
-
- "Mr. Brooke. I call him `John' now. We fell into the way
- of doing so at the hospital, and he likes it."
-
- "Oh, dear! I know you'll take his part. He's been good to
- Father, and you won't send him away, but let Meg marry him, if
- she wants to. Mean thing! To go petting Papa and helping you,
- just to wheedle you into liking him." And Jo pulled her hair
- again with a wrathful tweak.
-
- "My dear, don't get angry about it, and I will tell you how
- it happened. John went with me at Mr. Laurence's request, and
- was so devoted to poor Father that we couldn't help getting fond
- of him. He was perfectly open and honorable about Meg, for he
- told us he loved her, but would earn a comfortable home before
- he asked her to marry him. He only wanted our leave to love her
- and work for her, and the right to make her love him if he could.
- He is a truly excellent young man, and we could not refuse to
- listen to him, but I will not consent to Meg's engaging herself
- so young."
-
- "Of course not. It would be idiotic! I knew there was
- mischief brewing. I felt it, and now it's worse than I imagined.
- I just wish I could marry Meg myself, and keep her safe in the
- family."
-
- This odd arrangement made Mrs. March smile, but she said
- gravely, "Jo, I confide in you and don't wish you to say anything
- to Meg yet. When John comes back, and I see them together, I can
- judge better of her feelings toward him."
-
- "She'll see those handsome eyes that she talks about, and
- then it will be all up with her. She's got such a soft heart,
- it will melt like butter in the sun if anyone looks sentimentlly
- at her. She read the short reports he sent more than she did
- your letters, and pinched me when I spoke of it, and likes brown
- eyes, and doesn't think John an ugly name, and she'll go and fall
- in love, and there's an end of peace and fun, and cozy times to-
- gether. I see it all! They'll go lovering around the house, and
- we shall have to dodge. Meg will be absorbed and no good to me
- any more. Brooke will scratch up a fortune somehow, carry her off,
- and make a hole in the family, and I shall break my heart, and
- everything will be abominably uncomfortable. Oh, dear me! Why
- weren't we all boys, then there wouldn't be any bother."
-
- Jo leaned her chin on her knees in a disconsolate attitude
- and shook her fist at the reprehensible John. Mrs. March sighed,
- and Jo looked up with an air of relief.
-
- "You don't like it, Mother? I'm glad of it. Let's send him
- about his business, and not tell Meg a word of it, but all be
- happy together as we always have been."
-
- "I did wrong to sigh, Jo. It is natural and right you should
- all go to homes of your own in time, but I do want to keep my girls
- as long as I can, and I am sorry that this happened so soon, for
- Meg is only seventeen and it will be some years before John can
- make a home for her. Your father and I have agreed that she shall
- not bind herself in any way, nor be married, before twenty. If
- she and John love one another, they can wait, and test the love
- by doing so. She is conscientious, and I have no fear of her
- treating him unkindly. My pretty, tender hearted girl! I hope
- things will go happily with her."
-
- "Hadn't you rather have her marry a rich man?" asked Jo, as
- her mother's voice faltered a little over the last words.
-
- "Money is a good and useful thing, Jo, and I hope my girls
- will never feel the need of it too bitterly not be tempted by
- too much. I should like to know that John was firmly established
- in some good business, which gave him an income large enough to
- keep free from debt and make Meg comfortable. I'm not ambitious
- for a splendid fortune, a fashionable position, or a great name
- for my girls. If rank and money come with love and virtue, also,
- I should accept them gratefully, and enjoy your good fortune, but
- I know, by experience, how much genuine happiness can be had in
- a plain little house, where the daily bread is earned, and some
- privations give sweetness to the few pleasures. I am content to
- see Meg begin humbly, for if I am not mistaken, she will be rich
- in the possession of a good man's heart, and that is better than
- a fortune."
-
- "I understand, Mother, and quite agree, but I'm disappointed
- about Meg, for I'd planned to have her marry Teddy by-and-by and
- sit in the lap of luxury all her days. Wouldn't it be nice?"
- asked Jo, looking up with a brighter face.
-
- "He is younger than she, you know," began Mrs. March, but Jo
- broke in . . .
-
- "Only a little, he's old for his age, and tall, and can be
- quite grown-up in his manners if he likes. Then he's rich and
- generous and good, and loves us all, and I say it's a pity my
- plan is spoiled."
-
- "I'm afraid Laurie is hardly grown-up enough for Meg, and
- altogether too much of a weathercock just now for anyone to
- depend on. Don't make plans, Jo, but let time and their own
- hearts mate your friends. We can't meddle safely in such
- matters, and had better not get `romantic rubbish' as you
- call it, into our heads, lest it spoil our friendship."
-
- "Well, I won't, but I hate to see things going all criss-
- cross and getting snarled up, when a pull her and a snip there
- would straighten it out. I wish wearing flatirons on our heads
- would keep us from growing up. But buds will be roses, and
- kittens cats, more's the pity!"
-
- "What's that about flatirons and cats?" asked Meg, as she
- crept into the room with the finished letter in her hand.
-
- "Only one of my stupid speeches. I'm going to bed. Come,
- Peggy," said Jo, unfolding herself like an animated puzzle.
-
- "Quite right, and beautifully written. Please add that I
- send my love to John," said Mrs. March, as she glanced over
- the letter and gave it back.
-
- "Do you call him `John'?" asked Meg, smiling, with her
- innocent eyes looking down into her mother's.
-
- "Yes, he has been like a son to us, and we are very fond
- of him," replied Mrs. March, returning the look with a keen
- one.
-
- "I'm glad of that, he is so lonely. Good night, Mother,
- dear. It is so inexpressibly comfortable to have you here,"
- was Meg's answer.
-
- The kiss her mother gave her was a very tender one, and
- as she went away, Mrs. March said, with a mixture of satis-
- faction and regret, "She does not love John yet, but will
- soon learn to.
-
-
- CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
-
- Jo's face was a study next day, for the secret rather weighed
- upon her, and she found it hard not to look mysterious and impor-
- tant. Meg observed it, but did not trouble herself to make
- inquiries, for she had learned that the best way to manage Jo was
- by the law of contraries, so she felt sure of being told every-
- thing if she did not ask. She was rather surprised, therefore,
- when the silence remained unbroken, and Jo assumed a patronizing
- air, which decidedly aggravated Meg, who in turn assumed an air
- of dignified reserve and devoted herself to her mother. This left
- Jo to her own devices, for Mrs. March had taken her place as nurse,
- and bade her rest, exercise, and amuse herself after her long
- confinement. Amy being gone, Laurie was her only refuge, and much
- as she enjoyed his society, she rather dreaded him just then, for
- he was an incorrigible tease, and she feared he would coax the
- secret from her.
-
- She was quite right, for the mischief-loving lad no sooner
- suspected a mystery than he set himself to find it out, and led
- Jo a trying life of it. He wheedled, bribed, ridiculed, threat-
- ened, and scolded; affected indifference, that he might surprise
- the truth from her; declared her knew, then that he didn't care;
- and at last, by dint of perseverance, he satisfied himself that
- it concerned Meg and Mr. Brooke. Feeling indignant that he was
- not taken into his tutor's confidence, he set his wits to work
- to devise some proper retaliation for the slight.
-
- Meg meanwhile had apparently forgotten the matter and was
- absorbed in preparations for her father's return, but all of a
- sudden a change seemed to come over her, and, for a day or two,
- she was quite unlike herself. She started when spoken to,
- blushed when looked at, was very quiet, and sat over her sewing,
- with a timid, troubled look on her face. To her mother's inquiries
- she answered that she was quite well, and Jo's she silenced by
- begging to be let alone.
-
- "She feels it in the air--love, I mean--and she's going very
- fast. She's got most of the symptoms--is twittery and cross,
- doesn't eat, lies awake, and mopes in corners. I caught her
- singing that song he gave her, and once she said `John', as you
- do, and then turned as red as a poppy. whatever shall we do?"
- said Jo, looking ready for any measures, however violent.
-
- "Nothing but wait. Let her alone, be kind and patient, and
- Father's coming will settle everything," replied her mother.
-
- "Here's a note to you, Meg, all sealed up. How odd! Teddy
- never seals mine," said Jo next day, as she distributed the
- contents of the little post office.
-
- Mrs. March and Jo were deep in their own affairs, when a
- sound from Meg made them look up to see her staring at her
- note with a frightened face.
-
- "My child, what is it?" cried her mother, running to her,
- while Jo tried to take the paper which had done the mischief.
-
- "It's all a mistake, he didn't send it. Oh, Jo, how could
- you do it?" and Meg hid her face in her hands, crying as if her
- heart were quite broken.
-
- "Me! I've done nothing! What's she talking about?" cried
- Jo, bewildered.
-
- Meg's mild eyes kindled with anger as she pulled a crumpled
- note from her pocket and threw it at Jo, saying reproachfully,
- "You wrote it, and that bad boy helped you. How could you be
- so rude, so mean, and cruel to us both?"
-
- Jo hardly heard her, for she and her mother were reading the
- note, which was written in a peculiar hand.
-
- "My Dearest Margaret-
-
- "I can no longer restrain my passion, and must know my fate
- before I return. I dare not tell your parents yet, but I think
- they would consent if they knew that we adored one another. Mr.
- Laurence will help me to some good place, and then, my sweet
- girl, you will make me happy. I implore you to say nothing to
- your family yet, but to send one word of hope through Laurie to,
-
- "Your devoted John."
-
- "Oh, the little villain! That's the way he meant to pay me
- for keeping my word to Mother. I'll give him a hearty scolding
- and bring him over to beg pardon," cried Jo, burning to execute
- immediate justice. But her mother held her back, saying, with
- a look she seldom wore . . .
-
- "Stop, Jo, you must clear yourself first. You have played
- so many pranks that I am afraid you have had a hand in this."
-
- "On my word, Mother, I haven't! I never saw that note
- before, and don't know anything about it, as true as I live!"
- said Jo, so earnestly that they believed her. "If I had taken
- part in it I'd have done it better than this, and have written
- a sensible note. I should think you'd have known Mr. Brooke
- wouldn't write such stuff as that," she added, scornfully toss-
- ing down the paper.
-
- "It's like his writing," faltered Meg, comparing it with the
- note in her hand.
-
- "Oh, Meg, you didn't answer it?" cried Mrs. March quickly.
-
- "Yes, I did!" and Meg hid her face again, overcome with
- shame.
-
- "Here's a scrape! Do let me bring that wicked boy over to
- explain and be lectured. I can't rest till I get hold of him."
- And Jo made for the door again.
-
- "Hush! Let me handle this, for it is worse than I thought.
- Margaret, tell me the whole story," commanded Mrs. March, sitting
- down by Meg, yet keeping hold of Jo, lest she should fly off.
-
- "I received the first letter from Laurie, who didn't look
- as if he knew anything about it," began Meg, without looking up.
- "I was worried at first and meant to tell you, then I remembered
- how you liked Mr. Brooke, so I thought you wouldn't mind if I
- kept my little secret for a few days. I'm so silly that I liked
- to think no one knew, and while I was deciding what to say, I
- felt like the girls in books, who have such things to do. Forgive
- me, Mother, I'm paid for my silliness now. I never can look him
- in the face again."
-
- "What did you say to him?' asked Mrs. March.
-
- "I only said I was too young to do anything about it yet,
- that I didn't wish to have secrets from you, and he must speak
- to father. I was very grateful for his kindness, and would be
- his friend, but nothing more, for a long while."
-
- Mrs. March smiled, as if well pleased, and Jo clapped her
- hands, exclaiming, with a laugh, "You are almost equal to
- Caroline Percy, who was a pattern of prudence! Tell on, Meg.
- What did he say to that?"
-
- "He writes in a different way entirely, telling me that he
- never sent any love letter at all, and is very sorry that my
- roguish sister, Jo, should take liberties with our names. It's
- very kind and respectful, but think how dreadful for me!"
-
- Meg leaned against her mother, looking the image of despair,
- and Jo tramped about the room, calling Laurie names. All of a
- sudden she stopped, caught up the two notes, and after looking
- at them closely, said decidedly, "I don't believe Brooke ever
- saw either of these letters. Teddy wrote both, and keeps yours
- to crow over me with because I wouldn't tell him my secret."
-
- "Don't have any secrets, Jo. Tell it to Mother and keep
- out of trouble, as I should have done," said Meg warningly.
-
- "Bless you, child! Mother told me."
-
- "That will do, Jo. I'll comfort Meg while you go and get
- Laurie. I shall sift the matter to the bottom, and put a stop
- to such pranks at once."
-
- Away ran Jo, and Mrs. March gently told Meg Mr. Brooke's
- real feelings. "Now, dear, what are your own? Do you love him
- enough to wait till her can make a home for you, or will you
- keep yourself quite free for the present?"
-
- "I've been so scared and worried, I don't want to have
- anything to do with lovers for a long while, perhaps never,"
- answered Meg petulantly. "If John doesn't know anything about
- this nonsense, don't tell him, and make Jo and Laurie hold their
- tongues. I won't be deceived and plagued and made a fool of.
- It's a shame!"
-
- Seeing Meg's usually gentle temper was roused and her
- pride hurt by this mischievous joke, Mrs. March soothed her
- by promises of entire silence and great discretion for the
- future. The instant Laurie's step was heard in the hall, Meg
- fled into the study, and Mrs. March received the culprit alone.
- Jo had not told him why he was wanted, fearing he wouldn't come,
- but he knew the minute he saw Mrs. March's face, and stood
- twirling his hat with a guilty air which convicted him at once.
- Jo was dismissed, but chose to march up and down the hall like
- a sentinel, having some fear that the prisoner might bolt. The
- sound of voices in the parlor rose and fell for half an hour,
- but what happened during that interview the girls never knew.
-
- When they were called in, Laurie was standing by their
- mother with such a penitent face that Jo forgave him on the
- spot, but did not think it wise to betray the fact. Meg received
- his humble apology, and was much comforted by the assurance that
- Brooke knew nothing of the joke.
-
- "I'll never tell him to my dying day, wild horses shan't
- drag it out of me, so you'll forgive me, Meg, and I'll do any-
- thing to show how out-and-out sorry I am," he added, looking
- very much ashamed of himself.
-
- "I'll try,but it was a very ungentlemanly thing to do, I
- didn't think you could be so sly and malicious, Laurie," replied
- Meg, trying to hid her maidenly confusion under a gravely re-
- proachful air.
-
- "It was altogether abominable, and I don't deserve to be
- spoken to for a month, but you will, though, won't you?" And
- Laurie folded his hands together with such and imploring gesture,
- as he spoke in his irresistibly persuasive tone, that it was
- impossible to frown upon him in spite of his scandalous behavior.
-
- Meg pardoned him, and Mrs. March's grave face relaxed, in
- spite of her efforts to keep sober, when she heard him declare
- that he would atone for his sins by all sorts of penances, and
- abase himself like a worm before the injured damsel.
-
- Jo stood aloof, meanwhile, trying to harden her heart
- against him, and succeeding only in primming up her face into
- an expression of entire disapprobation. Laurie looked at her
- once or twice, but as she showed no sign of relenting, he felt
- injured, and turned his back on her till the others were done
- with him, when he made her a low bow and walked off without a
- word.
-
- As soon as he had gone, she wished she had been more for-
- giving, and when Meg and her mother went upstairs, she felt
- lonely and longed for Teddy. After resisting for some time,
- she yielded to the impulse, and armed with a book to return,
- went over to the big house.
-
- "Is Mr. Laurence in?" asked Jo, of a housemaid, who was
- coming downstairs.
-
- "Yes, Miss, but I don't believe he's seeable just yet."
-
- "Why not? Is he ill?"
-
- "La, no Miss, but he's had a scene with Mr. Laurie, who is
- in one of his tantrums about something, which vexes the old gen-
- tleman, so I dursn't go nigh him."
-
- "Where is Laurie?'
-
- "Shut up in his room, and he won't answer, though I've been
- a-tapping. I don't know what's to become of the dinner, for it's
- ready, and there's no one to eat it."
-
- "I'll go and see what the matter is. I'm not afraid of either
- of them."
-
- Up went Jo, and knocked smartly on the door of Laurie's
- little study.
-
- "Stop that, or I'll open the door and make you!" called out
- the young gentleman in a threatening tone.
-
- Jo immediately knocked again. The door flew open, and in
- she bounced before Laurie could recover from his surprise. Seeing
- that he really was out of temper, Jo, who knew how to manage him,
- assumed a contrite expression, and going artistically down upon
- her knees, said meekly, "Please forgive me for being so cross. I
- came to make it up, and can't go away till I have."
-
- "It's all right. Get up, and don't be a goose, Jo," was the
- cavalier reply to her petition.
-
- "Thank you, I will. Could I ask what's the matter? You don't
- look exactly easy in your mind."
-
- "I've been shaken, and I won't bear it!" growled Laurie in-
- dignantly.
-
- "Who did it?" demanded Jo.
-
- "Grandfather. If it had been anyone else I'd have . . ."
- And the injured youth finished his sentence by an energetic ges-
- ture of the right arm.
-
- "That's nothing. I often shake you, and you don't mind,"
- said Jo soothingly.
-
- "Pooh! You're a girl, and it's fun, but I'll allow no man
- to shake me!"
-
- "I don't think anyone would care to try it, if you looked
- as much like a thundercloud as you do now. Why were you treated
- so?"
-
- "Just because I wouldn't say what your mother wanted me for.
- I'd promised not to tell, and of course I wasn't going to break
- my word."
-
- "Couldn't you satisfy your grandpa in any other way?"
-
- "No, he would have the truth, the whole truth,and nothing
- but the truth. I'd have told my part of the scrape, if I could
- without bringing Meg in. As I couldn't, I held my tongue, and
- bore the scolding till the old gentleman collared me. Then I
- bolted, for fear I should forget myself."
-
- "It wasn't nice, but he's sorry, I know, so go down and
- make up. I'll help you."
-
- "Hanged if I do! I'm not going to be lectured and pum-
- melled by everyone, just for a bit of a frolic. I was sorry
- about Meg, and begged pardon like a man, but I won't do it
- again, when I wasn't in the wrong."
-
- "He didn't know that."
-
- "He ought to trust me, and not act as if I was a baby. It's
- no use, Jo, he's got to learn that I'm able to take care of my-
- self, and don't need anyone's apron string to hold on by."
-
- "What pepper pots you are! " sighed Jo. "How do you mean
- to settle this affair?"
-
- "Well, he ought to beg pardon, and believe me when I say I
- can't tell him what the fuss's about."
-
- "Bless you! He won't do that."
-
- "I won't go down till he does."
-
- "Now, Teddy, be sensible. Let it pass, and I'll explain
- what I can. You can't stay here, so what's the use of being
- melodramatic?"
-
- "I don't intend to stay here long, anyway. I'll slip off and
- take a journey somewhere, and when Grandpa misses me he'll come
- round fast enough."
-
- "I dare say, but you ought not to go and worry him."
-
- "Don't preach. I'll go to Washington and see Brooke. It's
- gay there, and I'll enjoy myself after the troubles."
-
- "What fun you'd have! I wish I could run off too," said
- Jo, forgetting her part of mentor in lively visions of martial
- life at the capital.
-
- "Come on, then! Why not? You go and surprise your father,
- and I'll stir up old Brooke. It would be a glorious joke. Let's
- do it, Jo. We'll leave a letter saying we are all right, and trot
- off at once. I've got money enough. It will do you good, and no
- harm, as you go to your father."
-
- For a moment Jo looked as if she would agree, for wild as
- the plan was, it just suited her. She was tired of care and
- confinement, longed for change, and thoughts of her father
- blended temptingly with the novel charms of camps and hospi-
- tals, liberty and fun. Her eyes kindled as they turned wist-
- fully toward the window, but they fell on the old house opposite,
- and she shook her head with sorrowful decision.
-
- "If I was a boy, we'd run away together, and have a capital
- time, but as I'm a miserable girl, I must be proper and stop at
- home. Don't tempt me, Teddy, it's a crazy plan."
-
- "That's the fun of it," began Laurie, who had got a willful
- fit on him and was possessed to break out of bounds in some way.
-
- "Hold your tongue!" cried Jo, covering her ears. "`Prunes
- and prisms' are my doom, and I may as well make up my mind to
- it. I came here to moralize, not to hear things that make me
- skip to think of."
-
- "I know Meg would wet-blanket such a proposal, but I
- thought you had more spirit," began Laurie insinuatingly.
-
- "Bad boy, be quiet! Sit down and think of your own sins,
- don't go making me add to mine. If I get your grandpa to
- apologize for the shaking, will you give up running away?"
- asked Jo seriously.
-
- "Yes, but you won't do it," answered Laurie, who wished
- to make up, but felt that his outraged dignity must be appeas-
- ed first.
-
- "If I can manage the young one, I can the old one," mut-
- tered Jo, as she walked away, leaving Laurie bent over a railroad
- map with his head propped up on both hands.
-
- "Come in!" And Mr. Laurence's gruff voice sounded gruffer
- than ever, as Jo tapped at his door.
-
- "It's only me, Sir, come to return a book," she said blandly,
- as she entered.
-
- "Want any more?" asked the old gentleman, looking grim and
- vexed, but trying not to show it.
-
- "Yes, please. I like old Sam so well, I think I'll try the
- second volume," returned Jo, hoping to propitiate him by accept-
- ing a second dose of Boswell's JOHNSON, as he had recommended
- that lively work.
-
- The shaggy eyebrows unbent a little as he rolled the steps
- toward the shelf where the Johnsonian literature was placed. Jo
- skipped up, and sitting on the top step, affected to be searching
- for her book, but was really wondering how best to introduce the
- dangerous object of her visit. Mr. Laurence seemed to suspect
- that something was brewing in her mind, for after taking several
- brisk turns about the room, he faced round on her, speaking so
- abruptly that RASSELAS tumbled face downward on the floor.
-
- "What has that boy been about? Don't try to shield him. I
- know he has been in mischief by the way he acted when he came
- home. I can't get a word from him, and when I threatened to
- shake the truth out of him he bolted upstairs and locked himself
- into his room."
-
- "He did wrong, but we forgave him, and all promised not to
- say a word to anyone," began Jo reluctantly.
-
- "That won't do. He shall not shelter himself behind a prom-
- ise from you softhearted girls. If he's done anything amiss, he
- shall confess, beg pardon, and be punished. Out with it, Jo. I
- won't be kept in the dark."
-
- Mr. Laurence looked so alarming and spoke so sharply that Jo
- would have gladly run away, if she could, but she was perched aloft
- on the steps, and he stood at the foot, a lion in the path, so she
- had to stay and brave it out.
-
- "Indeed, Sir, I cannot tell. Mother forbade it. Laurie has
- confessed, asked pardon, and been punished quite enough. We don't
- keep silence to shield him, but someone else, and it will make
- more trouble if you interfere. Please don't. It was partly my
- fault, but it's all right now. So let's forget it, and talk about
- the RAMBLER or something pleasant."
-
- "Hang the RAMBLER! Come down and give me your word that
- this harum-scarum boy of mine hasn't done anything ungrateful or
- impertinent. If he has, after all your kindness to him, I'll
- thrash him with my own hands."
-
- The threat sounded awful, but did not alarm Jo, for she knew
- the irascible old gentleman would never lift a finger against his
- grandson, whatever he might say to the contrary. She obediently
- descended, and made as light of the prank as she could without
- betraying Meg or forgetting the truth.
-
- "Hum . . . ha . . . well, if the boy held his tongue be-
- cause he promised, and not from obstinacy, I'll forgive him. He's
- a stubborn fellow and hard to manage," said Mr. Laurence, rubbing
- up his hair till it looked as if he had been out in a gale, and
- smoothing the frown from his brow with an air of relief.
-
- "So am I, but a kind word will govern me when all the king's
- horses and all the king's men couldn't," said Jo, trying to say
- a kind word for her friend, who seemed to get out of one scrape
- only to fall into another.
-
- "You think I'm not kind to him, hey?" was the sharp answer.
-
- "Oh, dear no, Sir. You are rather too kind sometimes, and
- then just a trifle hasty when he tries your patience. Don't you
- think you are?"
-
- Jo was determined to have it out now, and tried to look
- quite placid, though she quaked a little after her bold speech.
- To her great relief and surprise, the old gentleman only threw
- his spectacles onto the table with a rattle and exclaimed frank-
- ly . ..
-
- "You're right, girl, I am! I love the boy, but he tries my
- patience past bearing, and I know how it will end, if we go on so."
-
- "I'll tell you, he'll run away." Jo was sorry for that speech
- the minute it was made. She meant to warn him that Laurie would
- not bear much restraint, and hoped he would be more forebearing
- with the lad.
-
- Mr. Laurence's ruddy face changed suddenly, and he sat down,
- with a troubled glance at the picture of a handsome man, which
- hung over his table. It was Laurie's father, who had run away
- in his youth, and married against the imperious old man's will.
- Jo fancied her remembered and regretted the past, and she wished
- she had held her tongue.
-
- "He won't do it unless he is very much worried, and only
- threatens it sometimes, when he gets tired of studying. I often
- think I should like to, especially since my hair was cut, so if
- you ever miss us, you may advertise for two boys and look among
- the ships bound for India."
-
- She laughed as she spoke, and Mr. Laurence looked relieved,
- evidently taking the whole as a joke.
-
- "You hussy, how dare you talk in that way? Where's your
- respect for me, and your proper bringing up? Bless the boys
- and girls! What torments they are, yet we can't do without
- them," he said, pinching her cheeks good-humoredly. "Go and
- bring that boy down to his dinner, tell him it's all right, and
- advise him not to put on tragedy airs with his grandfather. I
- won't bear it."
-
- "He won't come, Sir. He feels badly because you didn't be-
- lieve him when he said he couldn't tell. I think the shaking
- hurt his feelings very much."
-
- Jo tried to look pathetic but must have failed, for Mr.
- Laurence began to laugh, and she knew the day was won.
-
- "I'm sorry for that, and ought to thank him for not shaking
- me, I suppose. What the dickens does the fellow expect?" And
- the old gentleman looked a trifle ashamed of his own testiness.
-
- "If I were you, I'd write him an apology, Sir. He says he
- won't come down till he has one, and talks about Washington, and
- goes on in an absurd way. A formal apology will make him see
- how foolish he is, and bring him down quite amiable. Try it. He
- likes fun, and this was is better than talking. I'll carry it
- up, and teach him his duty."
-
- Mr. Laurence gave her a sharp look, and put on his specta-
- cles, saying slowly, "You're a sly puss, but I don't mind being
- managed by you and Beth. Here, give me a bit of paper, and let
- us have done with this nonsense."
-
- The note was written in the terms which one gentleman would
- use to another after offering some deep insult. Jo dropped a kiss
- on the top of Mr. Laurence's bald head, and ran up to slip the
- apology under Laurie's door, advising him through the keyhole to
- be submissive, decorous, and a few other agreeable impossibilities.
- Finding the door locked again, she left the note to do its work,
- and was going quietly away, when the young gentleman slid down
- the banisters, and waited for her at the bottom, saying, with his
- most virtuous expression of countenance, "What a good fellow you
- are, Jo! Did you get blown up?" he added, laughing.
-
- "No, he was pretty mild, on the whole."
-
- "AH! I got it all round. Even you cast me off over there,
- and I felt just ready to go to the deuce," he began apologetically.
-
- "Don't talk that way, turn over a new leaf and begin again,
- Teddy, my son."
-
- "I keep turning over new leaves, and spoiling them, as I
- used to spoil my copybooks, and I make so many beginnings there
- never will be an end," he said dolefully.
-
- "Go and eat your dinner, you'll feel better after it. Men
- always croak when they are hungry," and Jo whisked out at the
- front door after that.
-
- "That's a `label' on my `sect'," answered Laurie, quoting
- Amy, as he went to partake of humble pie dutifully with his
- grandfather, who was quite saintly in temper and overwhelmingly
- respectful in manner all the rest of the day.
-
- Everyone thought the matter ended and the little cloud
- blown over, but the mischief was done, for though others forgot
- it, Meg remembered. She never alluded to a certain person, but
- she thought of him a good deal, dreamed dreams more than ever,
- and once Jo, rummaging her sister's desk for stamps, found a
- bit of paper scribbled over with the words, `Mrs. John Brooke',
- whereat she groaned tragically and cast it into the fire, feeling
- that Laurie's prank had hastened the evil day for her.
-
-
- CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
-
- Like sunshine after a storm were the peaceful weeks which
- followed. The invalids improved rapidly, and Mr. March began
- to talk or returning early in the new year. Beth was soon able
- to lie on the study sofa all day, amusing herself with the well-
- beloved cats at first, and in time with doll's sewing, which had
- fallen sadly behindhand. Her once active limbs were so stiff
- and feeble that Jo took her for a daily airing about the house
- in her strong arms. Meg cheerfully blackened and burned her
- white hands cooking delicate messes for `the dear', while Amy,
- a loyal slave of the ring, celebrated her return by giving
- away as many of her treasures as she could prevail on her sisters
- to accept.
-
- As Christmas approached, the usual mysteries began to haunt
- the house, and Jo frequently convulsed the family by proposing
- utterly impossible or magnificently absurd ceremonies, in honor
- of this unusually merry Christmas. Laurie was equally impract-
- icable, and would have had bonfires, skyrockets, and triumphal
- arches, if he had had his own way. After many skirmishes and
- snubbings, the ambitious pair were considered effectually quenched
- and went about with forlorn faces, which were rather belied by
- explosions of laughter when the two got together.
-
- Several days of unusually mild weather fitly ushered in a
- splendid Christmas Day. Hannah `felt in her bones' that it was
- going to be an unusually fine day, and she proved herself a
- true prophetess, for everybody and everything seemed bound to
- produce a grand success. To begin with, Mr. March wrote that
- he should soon be with them, then Beth felt uncommonly well
- that morning, and, being dressed in her mother's gift, a soft
- crimson merino wrapper, was borne in high triumph to the window
- to behold the offering of Jo and Laurie. The Unquenchables had
- done their best to be worthy of the name, for like elves they
- had worked by night and conjured up a comical surprise. Out in
- the garden stood a stately snow maiden, crowned with holly,
- bearing a basket of fruit and flowers in one hand, a great roll
- of music in the other, a perfect rainbow of an Afghan round her
- chilly shoulders, and a Christmas carol issuing from her lips
- on a pink paper streamer.
-
- THE JUNGFRAU TO BETH
-
- God bless you, dear Queen Bess!
- May nothing you dismay,
- But health and peace and happiness
- Be yours, this Christmas day.
-
- Here's fruit to feed our busy bee,
- And flowers for her nose.
- Here's music for her pianee,
- An afghan for her toes,
-
- A portrait of Joanna, see,
- By Raphael No. 2,
- Who laboured with great industry
- To make it fair and true.
-
- Accept a ribbon red, I beg,
- For Madam Purrer's tail,
- And ice cream made by lovely Peg,
- A Mont Blanc in a pail.
-
- Their dearest love my makers laid
- Within my breast of snow.
- Accept it, and the Alpine maid,
- From Laurie and from Jo.
-
- How Beth laughed when she saw it, how Laurie ran up and
- down to bring in the gifts, and what ridiculous speeches Jo
- made as she presented them.
-
- "I'm so full of happiness, that if Father was only here, I
- couldn't hold one drop more," said Beth, quite sighing with con-
- tentment as Jo carried her off to the study to rest after the
- excitement, and to refresh herself with some of the delicious
- grapes the `Jungfrau' had sent her.
-
- "So am I," added Jo, slapping the pocket wherein reposed
- the long-desired UNDINE AND SINTRAM.
-
- "I'm sure I am," echoed Amy, poring over the engraved copy
- of the Madonna and Child, which her mother had given her in a
- pretty frame.
-
- "Of course I am!" cried Meg, smoothing the silvery folds of
- her first sild dress, for Mr. Laurence had insisted on giving it.
-
- "How can I be otherwise?" said Mrs. March gratefully, as her
- eyes went from her husband's letter to Beth's smiling face, and
- her hand carressed the brooch made of gray and golden, chestnut
- and dark brown hair, which the girls had just fastened on her
- breast.
-
- Now and then, in this workaday world, things do happen in
- the delightful storybook fashion, and what a comfort it is. Half
- an hour after everyone had said they were so happy they could
- only hold one drop more, the drop came. Laurie opened the parlor
- door and popped his head in very quietly. He might just as well
- have turned a somersault and uttered an Indian war whoop, for his
- face was so full of suppressed excitement and his voice so treach-
- erously joyful that everyone jumped up, though he only said, in a
- queer, breathless voice, "Here's another Christmas present for the
- March family."
-
- Before the words were well out of his mouth, he was whisked
- away somehow, and in his place appeared a tall man, muffled up to
- the eyes, leaning on the arm of another tall man, who tried to say
- something and couldn't. Of course there was a general stampede,
- and for several minutes everybody seemed to lose their wits, for
- the strangest things were done, and no one said a word.
-
- Mr. March became invisible in the embrace of four pairs of
- loving arms. Jo disgraced herself by nearly fainting away, and
- had to be doctored by Laurie in the china closet. Mr. Brooke
- kissed Meg entirely by mistake, as he somewhat incoherently ex-
- plained. And Amy, the dignified, tumbled over a stool, and never
- stopping to get up, hugged and cried over her father's boots in
- the most touching manner. Mrs. March was the first to recover
- herself, and held up her hand with a warning, "Hush! Remember
- Beth."
-
- But it was too late. The study door flew open, the little
- red wrapper appeared on the threshold, joy put strength into the
- feeble limbs, and Beth ran straight into her father's arms. Never
- mind what happened just after that, for the full hearts overflowed,
- washing away the bitterness of the past and leaving only the sweet-
- ness of the present.
-
- It was not at all romantic, but a hearty laugh set everybody
- straight again, for Hannah was discovered behind the door, sobbing
- over the fat turkey, which she had forgotten to put down when she
- rushed up from the kitchen. As the laugh subsided, Mrs. March began
- to thank Mr. Brooke for his faithful care of her husband, at which
- Mr. Brooke suddenly remembered that Mr. March needed rest, and
- seizing Laurie, he precipitately retired. Then the two invalids
- were ordered to repose, which they did, by both sitting in one
- big chair and talking hard.
-
- Mr. March told how he had longed to surprise them, and how,
- when the fine weather came, he had been allowed by his doctor, to
- take advantage of it, how devoted Brooke had been, and how he was
- altogether a most estimable and upright young man. Why Mr. March
- paused a minute just there, and after a glance at Meg, who was
- violently poking the fire, looked at his wife with an inquiring
- lift of the eyebrows, I leave you to imagine. Also why Mrs.
- March gently nodded her head and asked, rather abruptly, if he
- wouldn't like to have something to eat. Jo saw and understood
- the look, and she stalked grimly away to get wine and beef tea,
- muttering to herself as she slammed the door, "I hate estimable
- young men with brown eyes!"
-
- There never was such a Christmas dinner as they had that day.
- The fat turkey was a sight to behold, when Hannah sent him up,
- stuffed, browned, and decorated. So was the plum pudding, which
- melted in one's mouth, likewise the jellies, in which Amy reveled
- like a fly in a honeypot. Everything turned out well, which was
- a mercy, Hannah said, "For my mind was that flustered, Mum, that
- it's a merrycle I didn't roast the pudding, and stuff the turkey
- with raisins, let alone bilin' of it in a cloth."
-
- Mr. Laurence and his grandson dined with them, also Mr.
- Brooke, at whom Jo glowered darkly, to Laurie's infinite amusement.
- Two easy chairs stood side by side at the head of the table, in
- which sat Beth and her father, feasting modestly on chicken and a
- little fruit. They drank healths, told stories, sang songs,
- `reminisced', as the old folks say, and had a thoroughly good time.
- A sleigh ride had been planned, but the girls would not leave their
- father, so the guests departed early, and as twilight gathered, the
- happy family sat together round the fire.
-
- "Just a year ago we were groaning over the dismal Christmas we
- expected to have. Do you remember?" asked Jo, breaking a short
- pause which had followed a long conversation about many things.
-
- "Rather a pleasant year on the whole!" said Meg, smiling at
- the fire, and congratulating herself on having treated Mr. Brooke
- with dignity.
-
- "I think it's been a pretty hard one," observed Amy, watching
- the light shine on her ring with thoughtful eyes.
-
- "i'm glad it's over, because we've got you back," whispered
- Beth, who sat on her father's knee.
-
- "Rather a rough road for you to travel, my little pilgrims,
- especially the latter part of it. But you have got on bravely,
- and I think the burdens are in a fair way to tumble off very soon,"
- said Mr. March, looking with fatherly satisfaction at the four
- young faces gathered round him.
-
- "How do you know? Did Mother tell you?' asked Jo.
-
- "Not much. Straws show which way the wind blows, and I've
- made several discoveries today."
-
- "Oh, tell us what they are!" cried Meg, who sat beside him.
-
- "Here is one." And taking up the hand which lay on the arm
- of his chair, he pointed to the roughened forefinger, a burn on
- the back, and two or three little hard spots on the palm. "I
- remember a time when this hand was white and smooth, and your
- first care was to keep it so. It was very pretty then, but to
- me it is much prettier now, for in this seeming blemishes I read
- a little history. A burnt offering has been made to vanity, this
- hardened palm has earned something better than blisters, and I'm
- sure the sewing done by these pricked fingers will last a long
- time, so much good will went into the stitches. Meg, my dear,
- I value the womanly skill which keeps home happy more than white
- hands or fashionable accomplishments. I'm proud to shake this
- good, industrious little hand, and hope I shall not soon be
- asked to give it away."
-
- If Meg had wanted a reward for hours of patient labor, she
- received it in the hearty pressure of her father's hand and the
- approving smile he gave her.
-
- "What about Jo? Please say something nice, for she has tried
- so hard and been so very, very good to me," said Beth in her father's
- ear.
-
- He laughed and looked across at the tall girl who sat opposite,
- with and unusually mild expression in her face.
-
- "In spite of the curly crop, I don't see the `son Jo' whom I
- left a year ago," said Mr. March. "I see a young lady who pins
- her collar straight, laces her boots neatly, and neither whistles,
- talks slang, nor lies on the rug as she used to do. Her face is
- rather thin and pale just now, with watching and anxiety, but I
- like to look at it, for it has grown gentler, and her voice is
- lower. She doesn't bounce, but moves quietly, and takes care of
- a certain little person in a motherly way which delights me. I
- rather miss my wild girl, but if I get a strong, helpful, tender-
- hearted woman in her place, I shall feel quite satisfied. I don't
- know whether the shearing sobered our black sheep, but I do know
- that in all Washington I couldn't find anything beautiful enough
- to be bought with the five-and-twenty dollars my good girl sent me."
-
- Jo's keen eyes were rather dim for a minute, and her thin
- face grew rosy in the firelight as she received her father's praise,
- feeling that she did deserve a portion of it.
-
- "Now, Beth," said Amy, longing for her turn, but ready to wait.
-
- "There's so little of her, I'm afraid to say much, for fear
- she will slip away altogether, though she is not so shy as she used
- to be," began their father cheerfully. But recollecting how nearly
- he had lost her, he held her close, saying tenderly, with her cheek
- against his own, "I've got you safe, my Beth, and I'll keep you so,
- please God."
-
- After a minute's silence, he looked down at Amy, who sat on
- the cricket at his feet, and said, with a caress of the shining
- hair . . .
-
- "I observed that Amy took drumsticks at dinner, ran errands
- for her mother all the afternoon, gave Meg her place tonight, and
- has waited on every on with patience and good humor. I also ob-
- serve that she does not fret much nor look in the glass, and has
- not even mentioned a very pretty ring which she wears, so I con-
- clude that she has learned to think of other people more and of
- herself less, and has decided to try and mold her character as
- carefully as she molds her little clay figures. I am glad of
- this, for though I should be very proud of a graceful statue made
- by her, I shall be infinitely prouder of a lovable daughter with
- a talent for making life beautiful to herself and others."
-
- "What are you thinking of, Beth?" asked Jo, when Amy had
- thanked her father and told about her ring.
-
- "I read in PILGRIM'S PROGRESS today how, after many troubles,
- christian and Hopeful came to a pleasant green meadow where lilies
- bloomed all year round, and there they rested happily, as we do
- now, before they went on to their journey's end," answered Beth,
- adding, as she slipped out of her father's arms and went to the
- instrument, "It's singing time now, and I want to be in my old
- place. I'll try to sing the song of the shepherd boy which the
- Pilgrims heard. I made the music for Father, because he likes
- the verses."
-
- So, sitting at the dear little piano, Beth softly touched the
- keys, and in the sweet voice they had never thought to hear again,
- sang to her own accompaniment the quaint hymn, which was a sing-
- ularly fitting song for her.
-
- He that is down need fear no fall,
- He that is low no pride.
- He that is humble ever shall
- Have God to be his guide.
-
- I am content with what I have,
- Little be it, or much.
- And, Lord! Contentment still I crave,
- Because Thou savest such.
-
- Fulness to them a burden is,
- That go on pilgrimage.
- Here little, and hereafter bliss,
- Is best from age to age!
-
-
- CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
-
- Like bees swarming after their queen, mother and daughters
- hovered about Mr. March the next day, neglecting everything to
- look at, wait upon, and listen to the new invalid, who was in a
- fair way to be killed by kindness. As he sat propped up in a
- big chair by Beth's sofa, with the other three close by, and
- Hannah popping in her head now and then `to peek at the dear
- man', nothing seemed needed to complete their happiness. But
- something was needed, and the elder ones felt it, though none
- confessed the fact. Mr. and Mrs. March looked at one another
- with an anxious expression, as their eyes followed Meg. Jo
- had sudden fits of sobriety, and was seen to shake her fist at
- Mr. Brooke's umbrella, which had been left in the hall. Meg
- was absent-minded, shy, and silent, started when the bell rang,
- and colored when John's name was mentioned. Amy said, "Every-
- one seemed waiting for something, and couldn't settle down,
- which was queer, since Father was safe at home," and Beth
- innocently wondered why their neighbors didn't run over as
- usual.
-
- Laurie went by in the afternoon, and seeing Meg at the
- window, seemed suddenly possessed with a melodramatic fit, for
- he fell down on one knee in the snow, beat his breast, tore his
- hair, and clasped his hands imploringly, as if begging some boon.
- And when Meg told him to behave himself and go away, he wrung
- imaginary tears out of his handkerchief, and staggered round the
- corner as if in utter despair.
-
- "What does the goose mean?" said Meg, laughing and trying to
- look unconscious.
-
- "He's showing you how your John will go on by-and-by. Touch-
- in, isn't it?" answered Jo scornfully.
-
- "Don't say my John, it isn't proper or true," but Meg's voice
- lingered over the words as if they sounded pleasant to her. "Please
- don't plague me, Jo, I've told you I don't care much about him, and
- there isn't to be anything said, but we are all to be friendly, and
- go on as before."
-
- "We can't, for something has been said, and Laurie's mischief
- has spoiled you for me. I see it, and so does Mother. You are not
- like your old self a bit, and seem ever so far away from me. I
- don't mean to plague you and will bear it like a man, but I do wish
- it was all settled. I hate to wait, so if you mean ever to do it,
- make haste and have it over quickly," said Jo pettishly.
-
- "I can't say anything till he speaks, and he won't, because
- Father said I was too young," began Meg, bending over her work
- with a queer little smile, which suggested that she did not quite
- agree with her father on that point.
-
- "If he did speak, you wouldn't know what to say, but would
- cry or blush, or let him have his own way, instead of giving a
- good, decided no."
-
- "I'm not so silly and weak as you think. I know just what
- I should say, for I've planned it all, so I needn't be taken
- unawares. There's no knowing what may happen, and I wished to
- be prepared."
-
- Jo couldn't help smiling at the important air which Meg had
- unconsciously assumed and which was as becoming as the pretty
- color varying in her cheeks.
-
- "Would you mind telling me what you'd say?" asked Jo more
- respectfully.
-
- "Not at all. You are sixteen now, quite old enough to be
- my confidente, and my experience will be useful to you by-and-by,
- perhaps, in your own affairs of this sort."
-
- "Don't mean to have any. It's fun to watch other people
- philander, but I should feel like a fool doing it myself," said
- Jo, looking alarmed at the thought.
-
- "I think not, if you liked anyone very much, and he liked
- you." Meg spoke as if to herself, and glanced out at the lane
- where she had often seen lovers walking together in the summer
- twilight.
-
- "I thought you were going to tell your speech to that man,"
- said Jo, rudely shortening her sister's little reverie.
-
- "Oh, I should merely say, quite calmly and decidedly, `Thank
- you, Mr. Brooke, you are very kind, but I agree with Father that
- I am too young to enter into any engagement at present, so please
- say no more, but let us be friends as we were."
-
- "Hum, that's stiff and cool enough! I don't believe you'll
- ever say it, and I know he won't be satisfied if you do. If he
- goes on like the rejected lovers in books, you'll give in, rather
- than hurt his feelings."
-
- "No, I won't. I shall tell him I've made up my mind, and
- shall walk out of the room with dignity."
-
- Meg rose as she spoke, and was just going to rehearse the
- dignified exit, when a step in the hall made her fly into her
- seat and begin to sew as fast as if her life depended on finish-
- ing that particular seam in a given time. Jo smothered a laugh
- at the sudden change, and when someone gave a modest tap, opened
- the door with a grim aspect which was anything but hospitable.
-
- "Good afternoon. I came to get my umbrella, that is, to see
- how your father finds himself today," said Mr. Brooke, getting a
- trifle confused as his eyes went from one telltale face to the
- other.
-
- "It's very well, he's in the rack. I'll get him, and tell it
- you are here." And having jumbled her father and the umbrella well
- together in her reply, Jo slipped out of the room to give Meg a
- chance to make her speech and air her dignity. But the instant she
- vanished, Meg began to sidle toward the door, murmuring . . .
-
- "Mother will like to see you. Pray sit down, I'll call her."
-
- "Don't go. Are you afraid of me, Margaret?" And Mr. Brooke
- looked so hurt that Meg thought she must have done something very
- rude. She blushed up to the little curls on her forehead, for he
- had never called her Margaret before, and she was surprised to
- find how natural and sweet it seemed to hear him say it. Anxious
- to appear friendly and at her ease, she put out her hand with a
- confiding gesture, and said gratefully . . .
-
- "How can I be afraid when you have been so kind to Father?
- I only wish I could thank you for it."
-
- "Shall I tell you how?" asked Mr. Brooke, holding the small
- hand fast in both his own, and looking down at Meg with so much
- love in the brown eyes that her heart began to flutter, and she
- both longed to run away and to stop and listen.
-
- "Oh no, please don't, I'd rather not," she said, trying to
- withdraw her hand, and looking frightened in spite of her denial.
-
- "I won't trouble you. I only want to know if you care for
- me a little, Meg. I love you so much, dear," added Mr. Brooke
- tenderly.
-
- This was the moment for the calm, proper speech, but Meg
- didn't make it. She forgot every word of it, hung her head, and
- answered, "I don't know," so softly that John had to stoop down
- to catch the foolish little reply.
-
- He seemed to think it was worth the trouble, for he smiled
- to himself as if quite satisfied, pressed the plump hand grate-
- fully, and said in his most persuasive tone, "Will you try and
- find out? I want to know so much, for I can't go to work with
- any heart until I learn whether I am to have my reward in the end
- or not."
-
- "I'm too young," faltered Meg, wondering was she was so
- fluttered, yet rather enjoying it.
-
- "I'll wait, and in the meantime, you could be learning to
- like me. Would it be a very hard lesson, dear?"
-
- "Not if I chose to learn it, but . . ."
-
- "Please choose to learn, Meg. I love you to teach, and this
- is easier than German," broke in John, getting possession of the
- other hand, so that she had no way of hiding her face as he bent
- to look into it.
-
- His tone was properly beseeching, but stealing a shy look
- at him, Meg saw that his eyes were merry as well as tender, and
- that he wore the satisfied smile of one who had no doubt of his
- success. This nettled her. Annie Moffat's foolish lessons in
- coquetry came into her mind, and the love of power, which sleeps
- in the bosoms of the best of little women, woke up all of a
- sudden and took possession of her. She felt excited and
- strange, and not knowing what else to do, followed a capri-
- cious impulse, and, withdrawing her hands, said petulantly,
- "I don't choose. Please go away and let me be!"
-
- Poor Mr. Brooke looked as if his lovely castle in the air
- was tumbling about his ears, for he had never seen Meg in such
- a mood before, and it rather bewildered him.
-
- "Do you really mean that?" he asked anxiously, following
- her as she walked away.
-
- "Yes, I do. I don't want to be worried about such things.
- Father says I needn't, it's too soon and I'd rather not."
-
- "Mayn't I hope you'll change your mind by-and-by? I'll
- wait and say nothing till you have had more time. Don't play
- with me, Meg. I didn't think that of you."
-
- "Don't think of me at all. I'd rather you wouldn't," said
- Meg, taking a naughty satisfaction in trying her lover's patience
- and her own power.
-
- He was grave and pale now, and looked decidedly more like
- the novel heroes whom she admired, but he neither slapped his
- forehead nor tramped about the room as they did. He just stood
- looking at her so wistfully, so tenderly, that she found her
- heart relenting in spite of herself. What would have happened
- next I cannot say, if Aunt March had not come hobbling in at
- this interesting minute.
-
- The old lady couldn't resist her longing to see her nephew,
- for she had met Laurie as she took her airing, and hearing of
- Mr. March's arrival, drove straight out to see him. The family
- were all busy in the back part of the house, and she had made
- her way quietly in, hoping to surprise them. She did surprise
- two of them so much that Meg started as if she had seen a
- ghost, and Mr. Brooke vanished into the study.
-
- "Bless me, what's all this?" cried the old lady with a rap
- of her cane as she glanced from the pale young gentleman to the
- scarlet young lady.
-
- "It's Father's friend. I'm so surprised to see you!" stam-
- mered Meg, feeling that she was in for a lecture now.
-
- "That's evident," returned Aunt March, sitting down. "But
- what is Father's friend saying to make you look like a peony?
- There's mischief going on, and I insist upon knowing what it
- is," with another rap.
-
- "We were only talking. Mr. Brooke came for his umbrella,"
- began Meg, wishing that Mr. Brooke and the umbrella were safely
- out of the house.
-
- "Brooke? That boy's tutor? Ah! I understand now. I know
- all about it. Jo blundered into a wrong message in one of your
- Father's letters, and I made her tell me. You haven't gone and
- accepted him, child?" cried Aunt March, looking scandalized.
-
- "Hush! He'll hear. Shan't I call Mother?" said Meg, much
- troubled.
-
- "Not yet. I've something to say to you, and I must free my
- mind at once. Tell me, do you mean to marry this Cook? If you
- do, not one penny of my money ever goes to you. Remember that,
- and be a sensible girl," said the old lady impressively.
-
- Now Aunt March possessed in perfection the art of rousing
- the spirit of opposition in the gentlest people, and enjoyed
- doing it. The best of us have a spice of perversity in us,
- especially when we are young and in love. If Aunt March had
- begged Meg to accept John Brooke, she would probably have
- declared she couldn't think of it, but as she was preemptorily
- ordered not to like him, she immediately made up her mind that
- she would. Inclination as well as perversity made the decision
- easy, and being already much excited, Meg opposed the old lady
- with unusual spirit.
-
- "I shall marry whom I please, Aunt March, and you can
- leave your money to anyone you like," she said, nodding her
- head with a resolute air.
-
- "Highty-tighty! Is that the way you take my advice, Miss?
- You'll be sorry for it by-and-by, when you've tried love in a
- cottage and found it a failure."
-
- "It can't be a worse one than some people find in big
- houses," retorted Meg.
-
- Aunt March put on her glasses and took a look at the girl,
- for she did not know her in this new mood. Meg hardly knew
- herself, she felt so brave and independent, so glad to defend
- John and assert her right to love him, if she liked. Aunt March
- saw that she had begun wrong, and after a little pause, made a
- fresh start, saying as mildly as she could, "Now, Meg, my dear,
- be reasonable and take my advice. I mean it kindly, and don't
- want you to spoil your whole life by making a mistake at the
- beginning. You ought to marry well and help your family. It's
- your duty to make a rich match and it ought to be impressed
- upon you."
-
- "Father and Mother don't think so. They like John though
- he is poor."
-
- "Your parents, my dear, have no more worldly wisdom than a
- pair of babies."
-
- "I'm glad of it," cried Meg stoutly.
-
- Aunt March took no notice, but went on with her lecture.
- "This Rook is poor and hasn't got any rich relations, has he?"
-
- "No, but he has many warm friends."
-
- "You can't live on friends, try it and see how cool they'll
- grow. He hasn't any business, has he?"
-
- "Not yet. Mr. Laurence is going to help him."
-
- "That won't last long. James Laurence is a crotchety old
- fellow and not to be depended on. So you intend to marry a man
- without money, position, or business, and go on working harder
- than you do now, when you might be comfortable all your days
- by minding me and doing better? I thought you had more sense,
- Meg."
-
- "I couldn't do better if I waited half my life! John is
- good and wise, he's got heaps of talent, he's willing to work
- and sure to get on, he's so energetic and brave. Everyone likes
- and respects him, and I'm proud to think he cares for me, though
- I'm so poor and young and silly," said Meg, looking prettier than
- ever in her earnestness.
-
- "He knows you have got rich relations, child. That's the
- secret of his liking, I suspect."
-
- "Aunt March, how dare you say such a thing? John is above
- such meanness, and I won't listen to you a minute if you talk so,"
- cried Meg indignantly, forgetting everything but the injustice of
- the old lady's suspicions. "My John wouldn't marry for money, any
- more than I would. We are willing to work and we mean to wait. I'm
- not afraid of being poor, for I've been happy so far, and I know I
- shall be with him because he loves me, and I . . ."
-
- Meg stopped there, remembering all of a sudden that she hadn't
- made up her mind, that she had told `her John' to go away, and that
- he might be overhearing her inconsistent remarks.
-
- Aunt March was very angry, for she had set her heart on having
- her pretty niece make a fine match, and something in the girl's
- happy young face made the lonely old woman feel both sad and sour.
-
- "Well, I wash my hands of the whole affair! You are a willful
- child, and you've lost more than you know by this piece of folly.
- No, I won't stop. I'm disappointed in you, and haven't spirits to
- see your father now. Don't expect anything from me when you are
- married. Your Mr. Book's friends must take care of you. I'm done
- with you forever."
-
- And slamming the door in Meg's face, Aunt March drove off in
- high dudgeon. She seemed to take all the girl's courage with her,
- for when left alone, Meg stood for a moment, undecided whether to
- laugh or cry. Before she could make up her mind, she was taken
- possession of by Mr. Brooke, who said all in one breath, "I couldn't
- help hearing, Meg. Thank you for defending me, and Aunt March for
- proving that you do care for me a little bit."
-
- "I didn't know how much till she abused you," began Meg.
-
- "And I needn't go away, but my stay and be happy, may I, dear?"
-
- Here was another fine chance to make the crushing speech and
- the stately exit, but Meg never thought of doing either, and dis-
- graced herself forever in Jo's eyes by meekly whispering, "Yes,
- John," and hiding her face on Mr. Brooke's waistcoat.
-
- Fifteen minutes after Aunt March's departure, Jo came softly
- downstairs, paused an instant at the parlor door, and hearing no
- sound within, nodded and smiled with a satisfied expression, saying
- to herself, "She has seen him away as we planned, and that affair
- is settled. I'll go and hear the fun, and have a good laugh over
- it."
-
- But poor Jo never got her laugh, for she was transfixed upon
- the threshold by a spectacle which held her there, staring with
- her mouth nearly as wide open as her eyes. Going in to exult over
- a fallen enemy and to praise a strong-minded sister for the banish-
- ment of an objectionable lover, it certainly was a shock to behold
- the aforesaid enemy serenely sitting on the sofa, with the strong-
- minded sister enthroned upon his knee and wearing an expression of
- the most abject submission. Jo gave a sort of gasp, as if a cold
- shower bath had suddenly fallen upon her, for such an unexpected
- turning of the tables actually took her breath away. At the odd
- sound the lovers turned and saw her. Meg jumped up, looking both
- proud and shy, but `that man', as Jo called him, actually laughed
- and said coolly, as he kissed the astonished newcomer, "Sister Jo,
- congratulate us!"
-
- That was adding insult to injury, it was altogether too much,
- and making some wild demonstration with her hands, Jo vanished
- without a word. Rushing upstairs, she startled the invalids by
- exclaiming tragically as she burst into the room, "Oh, do somebody
- go down quick! John Brooke is acting dreadfully, and Meg likes it!"
-
- Mr. and Mrs. March left the room with speed, and casting herself
- upon the be, Jo cried and scolded tempestuously as she told the awful
- news to Beth and Amy. The little girls, however, considered it a
- most agreeable and interesting event, and Jo got little comfort from
- them, so she went up to her refuge in the garret, and confided her
- troubles to the rats.
-
- Nobody ever knew what went on in the parlor that afternoon, but
- a great deal of talking was done, and quiet Mr. Brooke astonished his
- friends by the eloquence and spirit with which he pleaded his suit,
- told his plans, and persuaded them to arrange everything just as he
- wanted it.
-
- The tea bell rang before he had finished describing the paradise
- which he meant to earn for Meg, and he proudly took her in to supper,
- both looking so happy that Jo hadn't the heart to be jealous or dismal.
- Amy was very much impressed by John's devotion and Meg's dignity, Beth
- beamed at them from a distance, while Mr. and Mrs. March surveyed the
- young couple with such tender satisfaction that it was perfectly
- evident Aunt March was right in calling them as `unworldly as a pair
- of babies'. No one ate much, but everyone looked very happy, and the
- old room seemed to brighten up amazingly when the first romance of
- the family began there.
-
- "You can't say nothing pleasant ever happens now, can you, Meg?"
- said Amy, trying to decide how she would group the lovers in a sketch
- she was planning to make.
-
- "No, I'm sure I can't. How much has happened since I said that!
- It seems a year ago," answered Meg, who was in a blissful dream
- lifted far above such common things as bread and butter.
-
- "The joys come close upon the sorrows this time, and I rather
- think the changes have begun," said Mrs. March. "In most families
- there comes, now and then, a year full of events. This has been such
- a one, but it ends well, after all."
-
- "Hope the next will end better," muttered Jo, who found it very
- hard to see Meg absorbed in a stranger before her face, for Jo loved
- a few persons very dearly and dreaded to have their affection lost
- or lessened in any way.
-
- "I hope the third year from this will end better. I mean it
- shall, if I live to work out my plans," said Mr. Brooke, smiling at
- Meg, as if everything had become possible to him now.
-
- "Doesn't it seem very long to wait?" asked Amy, who was in a
- hurry for the wedding.
-
- "I've got so much to learn before I shall be ready, it seems
- a short time to me," answered Meg, with a sweet gravity in her face
- never seen there before.
-
- "You have only to wait, I am to do the work," said John begin-
- ning his labors by picking up Meg's napkin, with an expression which
- caused Jo to shake her head, and then say to herself with an air of
- relief as the front door banged, "Here comes Laurie. Now we shall
- have some sensible conversation."
-
- But Jo was mistaken, for Laurie came prancing in, overflowing
- with good spirits, bearing a great bridal-looking bouquet for `Mrs.
- John Brooke', and evidently laboring under the delusion that the
- whole affair had been brought about by his excellent management.
-
- "I knew Brooke would have it all his own way, he always does,
- for when he makes up his mind to accomplish anything, it's done
- though the sky falls," said Laurie, when he had presented his
- offering and his congratulations.
-
- "Much obliged for that recommendation. I take it as a good
- omen for the future and invite you to my wedding on the spot,"
- answered Mr. Brooke, who felt at peace with all mankind, even his
- mischievous pupil.
-
- "I'll come if I'm at the ens of the earth, for the sight of
- Jo's face alone on that occasion would be worth a long journey.
- You don't look festive, ma'am, what's the matter?" asked Laurie,
- following her into a corner of the parlor, whither all had adjourned
- to greet Mr. Laurence.
-
- "I don't approve of the match, but I've made up my mind to bear
- it, and shall not say a word against it," said Jo solemnly. "You
- can't know how hard it is for me to give up Meg," she continued
- with a little quiver in her voice.
-
- "You don't give her up. You only go halves," said Laurie
- consolingly.
-
- "It can never be the same again. I've lost my dearest friend,"
- sighed Jo.
-
- "You've got me, anyhow. I'm not good for much, I know, but
- I'll stand by you, Jo, all the days of my life. Upon my word I will!"
- And Laurie meant what he said.
-
- "I know you will, and I'm ever so much obliged. You are always
- a great comfort to me, Teddy," returned Jo, gratefully shaking hands.
-
- "Well, now, don't be dismal, there's a good fellow. It's all
- right you see. Meg is happy, Brooke will fly round and get settled
- immediately, Grandpa will attend to him, and it will be very jolly
- to see Meg in her own little house. We'll have capital times after
- she is gone, for I shall be through college before long, and then
- we'll go abroad on some nice trip or other. Wouldn't that console you?"
-
- "I rather think it would, but there's no knowing what may happen
- in three years," said Jo thoughtfully.
-
- "That's true. Don't you wish you could take a look forward and
- wee where we shall all be then? I do," returned Laurie.
-
- "I think not, for I might see something sad, and everyone looks
- so happy now, I don't believe they could be much improved." And Jo's
- eyes went slowly round the room, brightening as they looked, for the
- prospect was a pleasant one.
-
- Father and Mother sat together, quietly reliving the first
- chapter of the romance which for them began some twenty years ago.
- Amy was drawing the lovers,who sat apart in a beautiful world of
- their own, the light of which touched their faces with a grace the
- little artist could not copy. Beth lay on her sofa, talking cheerily
- with her old friend, who held her little hand as if he felt that it
- possessed the power to lead him along the peaceful way she walked.
- Jo lounged in her favorite low seat, with the grave quiet look which
- best became her, and Laurie, leaning on the back of her chair, his
- chin on a level with her curly head, smiled with his friendliest
- aspect, and nodded at her in the long glass which reflected them
- both.
-
-
- So the curtain falls upon Meg, Jo, Beth, and Amy. Whether it
- ever rises again, depends upon the reception give the first act of
- the domestic drama called LITTLE WOMEN.
-
-